What the fuck! I'm sick of this lack of emotion in my life... I mean, please let me reformulate, i'm sick of this lack of good vibration in my life. May i have a moment of joy? Please, dear God, may I? 'Cause I really can't find the path to get through this and handle all this fucked up situation I'm in...
Ok, let's breathe.. It's half past midnight. I should be sleeping. I should be resting. I should be thinking about tomorrow's busy day. I should... but I'm not... Instead, I'm thinking about my life, on how damaged I am, how empty and faithless i feel.
That shouldn't be happening. I've been feeling fine these months. I thought I had found my sould mate. Ok, not "The" soul mate, but nevertheless, someone who could make me happy and healthy. Guess it was just a thought.. Like always...
To be honest, I'm not as screwed as I'm used to be when I post something here. It happens that I was feeling lonely, bored, sad and i came to remember my thoughts, like I was chatting with myself.
I know sometimes we feel better than others, but still... It always hurts...
I need to get some sleep...
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